Memento Mori

So, break-down was obviously needed and way over due. Good riddens, now if the pain behind eyebrow would just up and leave, we could really get startin here. Seriously, feels like its just gonna 'splode all over the screen. Eewww.

I fell asleep watching O Brother yesterday, so today felt kinda awkward until I started digging death songs. Yeah, strange fruit, dark night, all that.

Problem when stressing while being petrified, like yesterday, is that you know (You KNOW) exactly how goddamn lucky you are to have that. You know what people think of you for possibly screwing it up, you wouldnt want to speak any ill of it, cause its so goddamn lucky, you practically have leprechauns coming out of you arse (and oh, Hi, Happy S:t Paddy's day!)

But uh, where was I? Oh yeah, dont think its about lazy or not being grateful enough, thats all Im saying. I know exactly how blessed I am, but Im also starving and working really hard, so Im entitled to bitching.

You might feel defense is red-alerting a bit today, and thats because Ive returned to forum lurking. Its fun! People get all mixed up in drama, politics, bassoons (sp?) and whatnot. Coming from outside, its hilarious. We've all been there I suppose (no wait, what?).

Now its more blues, dreaming about warm weather and avocado sallad royale. Peace!