i can watch but not take part where i end and where you start - an attempt to run a study blog

Sunday, February 25

pre-monday

Ive had a goddamn awful day.
So even if my new, rosy outlook is intact and stable, you can still have sucktard days. And you know, even if I am doing a lot better, I keep having crap sandwhich days. With our without positive thinking. Nevertheless, here I am, working 13 hrs straight, feeling kinda good about things to come.

There'll be a lot of spare time from now on. Ill be working weekends, but only semi-schooling, and so; apartment will be found, creativity re-discovered, upkeep kept and Sims 2 Seasons played. Also, Im planning to have massive amounts of sex.

Slight personal historical moment a few days ago, I ate a banana!
I was very allergic to them when I was just an infant, and it stayed with me as a kid. Naturally, after kindergarten, I never ate a banana, cos why would I wanna throw up for hours?

So, thursday was a day off, and with nothing better to do, I curled up three meters from the toilet with phone (call an ambulance if needed), sweatpants, water, antihistamine and junk tv.
Slowly, I discovered this fruit (sorry, berry, shmessermitts) y'all take for granted. Lemme tell you, there's nothing like it, it cannot be described for someone who cant eat it. Weird, sweet, tangy and kinda meaty. See? Impossible.
As well as the experience of eating something so common, but so (for you) dangerous. Ive been thaught that the smell and touch of it = hazard, and now Im about to volontarily take a big bite of this obscene fruit? (sorry, berry)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

did you get sick? i eat about ten bananas a week, they are the best food on seven continents. and they're all hermetically sealed so you don't have to wash them, and they're fun to peel and then there's the whole phallic thing which is so entertaining.

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