i can watch but not take part where i end and where you start - an attempt to run a study blog

Tuesday, April 3

Well, the earth died screaming

While I lay dreaming. Dreaming of you.

See, I dont even know who 'you' is. Maybe its just an updated version of me.
Sorry to say half of the things tonight did not come true, which doesnt mean Im not blogging or drinking wine, cause obviously I am.
Im just gonna send out all the stuff that keeps coming back, right here, out in cyberspace. In little bitesize portions. And then, whenever I need to re-trace, here they'll be.

* Why am I always half out the door in every relationship? I want to be here, I want to stay here, open up, but..
I get bored. Annoyed. Restless. Or maybe you suck, what do I know? Nothing, thats what.

* Where am I? Ive been hiding from myself for like two years now. Its getting old. Come out, come out.

* Social Gender. Oh dear lord youre pissing me off. I dont care how "frigid" it seems to be a feminist, fuck you and your ignorant opinions. You have no idea.

* Censur of self. No, seriously, why cant I scream when Tom Waits is doing it in Such a Scream? Why cant I dance? Why would my writing be bad? Of course he's into you.

* Popcorn and red wine. They dont teach you this on Jamie Olivers Twist at Home or whatever, but do it. 'S awesome.

* Sex. Im not sick of it, oh no no, it occupies my mind day and night. But Im sick of being patient. And then to blame.

Right now, listening to Tom Waits, having worked a hard day, had some wine and popcorn, I really like me.
That cant be bad, right?

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